Confusion

All this confusion,
must be an illusion.
one man to choose,
The other to lose.

One has saved me,
brought me to light,
while the other has freed me,
and given me delight.

Why am I here?
At first it was one,
now there is two,
take me and run,
and I'll choose you.

All this confusion,
I hope is an illusion,
I want it all gone,
I want to be sure.
Sure of the guy,
who isn't shy,
who shows our love,
when times are tough.

One loves another,
but she thinks of him,
as a brother.
The other his friend,
there to protect and lend.
Sometimes I know,
He's the right one,
but if this I show,
the other's hatred I've won.

So help me decide,
in who's love I should reside.