You said you loved me,
you said you cared,
you said you hated me,
and that you were dared,
as all these words sank into my head,
i lay here shivering,
cold on my bed,
i think of you,
and then, of me,
i stoped and stared at my wrists \"to be\",
so i take out my scissors and role up my sleeve, as i take the first cut, blood gushes from me,
for now the pain is gone and i can be free,
my body feels numb and everything has stopped,
so i think of you and take the second cut,
this time it is deeper, and i cant seem to stop, angry at you more and more with every cut,
as i finally calm down and crawl into bed,
i think of you and what might\'ve been instead,
i once loved you and now you have been lost,
from all memories that came at a cost!
