Deep Inside My Soul

Deep inside my soul,
I tend to feel so cold,
I sit in my room all alone,
With nothing but a teddy bear to hold,
Its as if not existing,
Its as if I'm not there,
I dont even know,
What is me worst fear,
Nothing makes sense,
And this all happened just last year,
I dont have to lie,
I'll tell you how I feel,
At night I cry,
I cant believe this is all so real,
I get so confused,
So many thoughts in my head,
All because of what happened in your bed,
You make me so miserable,
I know I can never forget,
And so many things that I regret,
What you did was the worst anyone could do,
Its so hard to be living without you,
Soon I will be better,
It'll all go away,
Because this will be my very last day,
As I go up into the sky,
I am saying my goodbyes,
See you maybe in another life,
Together soon we can fly.