Alone

Alone i sit,
Alone i shall stay,
praying,
waiting,
for my dying day.

Once i was happy,
sweet memories,
i remember so well,
but i blinked,
and my life is now hell.

Every night,
suicidal thoughts rape me,
they scream,
they threaten to take me away,
How long must i wait?
Will anyone come to save me?