Cocaine-edited, resubmitted

I am fighting an addiction
and it's driving me insane
this drug has taken hold of me,
in fact, I'm quite ashamed.

I try to fight this devil
but it's like I've got no voice
so each time I have to give in,
although it's not my drug of choice.

This battle is never-ending
each day is worse than the last
if I don't get rid of the problem
I'll dwindle away awfully fast.

Each day I fight this demon
but it seems I'll never win
I've lost all of my composure
I'm tired of battling this evil sin.

I'm stuck in this illusion
this addiction is full of lies
I say one day I'll walk away
but this addiction has become a disguise.

It pushes me away from hope
each day a new battle begins
I tell myself enough is enough
but this drug always finds its way in.

I'm fighting an addiction
and it's driving me insane
& I said it's not my drug of choice
my boyfriend is addicted to cocaine!