Nightmares

Why must I live everyday with this shame?
Drag a razor across and deal with the pain.
Never to face you and say what I feel,
All my nightmares are becoming real.

To hold back my feelings and cry every night,
Just to see another fight.
Is there another way to deal,
With all the pain I feel.

I put on a smile and say I'm alright,
but really I shout and scream all night,
close my eyes and hold my pillow tight.

Why must I live everyday with this shame?
Drag a razor across and deal with the pain.
Never to face you and say what I feel,
All my nightmares are becoming real.

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