Never There

I’m not going to say I don’t care
Because if I didn’t would I be wasting my time writing this rhyme
There so much I want to say to you
So much packed in my mind
That I feel like it’s making me blind
I’m sitting here trying to say what I feel inside
But all that comes to mind is that you were really never my aunt
I see you on the streets and in the stores you act all nice and caring
But when you’re sitting at home why cant you just pick up the phone
You have no clue how it hurts to remember the times when I used to be on your mind
Last year I used to see my cousin almost every day
I used to look him dead in the eye waiting for him just to say hi
But deep down inside I know that it never even cross his mind
There so much more I could have wrote
So much more that I feel inside
But im done wasting my time on some one who barley knows I’m alive.