To This Day

To this day
I think of you
Wonder how you are
And what you're doing

I wish I could see you smile
And see you laugh a little while
I still hope
You were here
To fight away all my fears

I hope to see you sometime soon
To play and laugh And call you a baboon

I wish i could talk to you
One more time

See you smile would just tear me apart

I want to know what you have done
Since god took you away

How is heaven?
Where do you live now?
Are somethings I would ask you

I wish you would've never died
Thought Diabetes are a sin
I still think of you
To this day

I wish it never happened
I wish you were still her
I bet you're mom worries to
And preys to you
But there is never any answer

I so wish that you were here
Just chase away all my fears
Be there for me day after day

To this day I still wish for you

In loving memory of : Joshua Dylan Bonte