Weight of the world

Dad said you can rag on me
you have the right
but please don't
its not bright

with you on me
most of the time
i feel i wanna cut myself
and drip it with lime

last night
you made me cry
a million times
so I'm asking why

why do you make me feel like crap
why do i now i feel guilty
i feel like a flower
that is now all wilty

i made a big mistake
but on my feet i will land
i try to talk to
why don't you understand?

my dad understands
it was a big mistake
do you take back
the ones you make

you try to make me worry
you try to make me care
i don't need to
the punishment i will bare

please don't be a baby
and try not to whine
ill get back on my feet
watch me ill shine

i may not get to graduate
not get to walk the stage
but i will not go to jail
or not in a stupid cage

it feels like the weight or the world
is resting on my shoulder
you don't know what its like
to carry a huge boulder

when you do something wrong make a big mistake
no one will support you
when you have to carry the weight

please comment and vote this is my first poem so don't be harsh:)