It wasn’t easy to have you
And then lose you at the blink of an eye
I was forced to forget about you
And yet an explanation you deny
After all the things that I done for you
I was your chick at all times
I was always down for whatever
Even when I felt it wasn’t right
I never questioned your action
And that’s where I know I went wrong
I didn’t want to sound bossy
But at the end tell me who’s gone
What I don’t understand
Is how you could do this to me
I gave you my body and soul
But yet my heart you deceived
Now how could you blame me
For trying to get back at you
After everything you’ve done
I still wish I had you
I still wish I could feel you
Next to me late at night
Tucking me in to my bed
And giving me a kiss good night
I still wish I could hear
Your sweet loving words
And feel your warm touch
When my body feels cold
I still wish when I call on you
You would be down for me
No matter what time it was
You were right next to me
Now you tell me boo
Where did things start to change
Why did you get locked up
And I didn’t know right away
Why couldn’t I receive one last call
Or one letter
It wasn’t to much to ask for
But you just chose what ever
You let time go by
And my feelings slip away
So the day that you called me
I didn’t want to listen
To what you had to say
I chose not to care
But still you insisted
Sent me letters and called me
But a major point you were missing
I realized I m a better person
When I m not around you
I don’t want to deal with you
Or your baby mama
That’s true
No matter how much I want
To stay out of your life
I cant make my final decision
Until I face you one last time
I cant say I don’t love you
I cant say I don’t care
But I will have to test my heart
And face my feelings
Only if I dare…
