Heart brake *not a real life drama*

Have you ever,
Had that feeling inside.
When you want to curl up,
In a corner and die?

I really loved you,
Although you never knew.
I tried so hard,
To get close to you.

Then one day,
She comes along.
Takes your hand,
And you pass along.

I step aside,
To let you through.
To live a life,
I never knew.

But i must dissagree,
Cause i'm hurting real bad.
Nothing hurts more,
Or makes me feel sad.

I just writ this poem,
To show that i care.
And to let you know,
I would always be there.

But does it matter,
To you how i feel.
I can't lead this life,
I can't keep it real.

So live a happy life,
I will be fine.
All i say,
Is just my state of mind.