Why?

Why did you say that?
why did you always have a smile?
i just wanted it to end
but you made it last a while

and now you wounder how i can smile
and why i act like nothing is bad
i hate you for what you have done
but i don't want to be sad

you hurt me emotionally
and you put me through pain
so why is it that you're life is good?
and I'm left with this horrible stain

i try to block it out
but it keeps coming back
all these horrible memories
going hack hack hack