Todays my last day, in this little town.
I'm trying really hard to not let YOU get me down.
I'm moving this is final...far away.
Before I leave theres some things i want to say.
I'm not lying, over exaggerating, or faking.
But when i think of my dream guy, your the one i see myself dating.
Your the first thing i think about in the morning, and the last thing before i go to sleep.
I will give you back your shirts and pictures those are things i cant bare to keep.
If I had one wish it would be to go back to last summer when you used to be sweet to me.
Now you beat me and tear me down, apparently we aren't meant to be.
I can deal with that..but it doesn't change how I feel for you.
You were my first love Lance, getting over you will be hard to do.
There are lots of things i will miss here and you are one of them.
We have had a lot of good times together, i never thought those would end.
But a lot of things have happened that i never thought could.
I got to date you, and i never thought i would.
I'm always scared, I was scared to talk to you, scared to date you, and now I'm scared to leave you.
Lance, i don't think you will ever know just how much you mean to me.
You MUST be blind if all this time you didn't see
Because. i have been crazy about you for almost a year.
The only things i got from you was, heartbreaks and tears
I just wanted to be with you but now I'm gone.
And its time for me to move on.
Yet the thought of you and her is tearing me apart.
Because you will always have a special place in my broken heart.
I truly love you Lance, i do and always will.
Even after I'm gone i will love you still.
