Things won't change

When I was with you everything
seemed to go and fade
I thought what we had was
real and together we had it made.

You cheated on me with your ex
and gave me something bad.
You swear it wasn't her but I
know you're lying and it makes me mad.

You always talk about how
you can't stand people who lie.
That's why you'll get back with her
and be miserable till you die.

You play games with me all the time
telling me your here when you're there
I'm done with the games, And I know
that you never really did care.

I was a scape goat for you and her
so she could get better.
She's worthless in so many ways
I'm better and you can have her.

You made me feel so good about
my self with out even knowing.
When I would see you any where
ooh my face would start glowing.

How I felt for you was so much
more than just lust. what I had was real
How you felt for me was nothing more
than lust, for me you didn't feel.

I want you in my life always
not as a lover but as a friend
with all the lies and deceit I feel
like we can't be and this is the end.

I don't know what I ever did
for you to treat me this way.
I wish that you could tell me why
but it gets worse day by day.

I don't know how you can still love
someone who's selfish and unfair.
But the way you've been to me is
so wrong your friend to be i don't dare.

Even if I tried to let the past months
just fade and try to let all the hurt go.
For her you'll push me away
Things won't change this I know.