My Heart

My heart is always filled with pain,
even when i laugh and smile its still the same.
Its always broken and it makes me angry,
sometimes i ask god why not just take me.
take me away from all of my aches
he never does it he tell me to have faith.
In my heart i have questions of why I'm on this earth,
why did he bring me here why did my mom give birth.
My heart is full of worries aches and fears,
at night i find my pillow full of tears.
Tears that let me know I'm not alright,
the ones that make me hurt inside.
The ones that make my stomach turn upside down
the ones that turn my smile into a frown.
Its full of pain i think you heard that part,
I'll always repeat it cause thats whats in my heart.