On my bathroom floor..

I'm lying here on the floor,
While I wish someone would come running through that door,

The flashbacks of my life,
Starting from when i had that knife,
Locked up in my room,
While all of the world becomes just one big gloom,
Your the one who wanted to date me,
And out of the blue you started to hate me,

The love is gone,
It was sweet summer love,
Like cupid had done something finally from above,
The tear running down my face,
While I miss your warm embrace,

So back to the moment on my floor,
Where I looked in my mirror and I saw,
A shattered and battered girl,
who's life was just one big whirl,
That afternoon,
I sat in the rain
And realized all the terror and pain,

No one saw the more and more she became insane,
The cutting and slitting,
She was the one who was misfitting,

The time was ticking,
While the lights starting flicking,
My time has come,
To end this misery,
So here I go cutting into my flesh,
While in heaven I'll start out fresh,

I'm lying here on the floor,
While I wish someone would come running through that door,
The screams of fright,
from the sight,

I'm sorry I hurt you,
This was just something,
I had to do..