Nothing Else Matters

Finally I have been awoken
From my state of denial
The feelings, the pain
Just come flooding back

It is all so familiar to me
Yet it hurts just as much
I close my eyes to try and shut it out
When all prevails

I have been running for so long
Shrugging it off, denying it all
Building up to a harder slap in the face
When I open up to reality

My heart belongs with you
My fate lies in your hands
I have always wanted to be with you
Now I know, I can admit

I am really scared
For I fear you will push me away
All those other guys
They never meant as much

I am sorry, I am really
That my insecurities caused us pain
When i saw you with another, I was happy for you
I wanted you to be happy
Even if I was not part of your happiness

I have always believed that you are special
You were the first to make me feel loved
When I think about what could have been, my stomach knots
I feel sick, scared, I feel really stupid

Everytime I walk into a room
I will ALWAYS search for you
I fear the day you should walk out of my life forever
Yet I fear to make a move

Forgive me for passing you by
For I was petty, scared, naive
I couldn\'t see what i had
I guess i expected you to wait forever
I guess I was wong

I met an angel who helped me find my way
He showed me everything I was so blind to see
I think maybe I just did not want to see
I did not want to expose the wounds I had created myself

He taught me
When you feel this strongly about someone
Nothing else matters, nothing else has to
Its all about you and me

I realised was really only scared of myself
It is time to stop hiding from the truth
Time to stop denying what I know is real
For everyday you let pass by, is a day you will never get back

Roses are red
Violets are blue
You were meant for me
Coz I think I am in love with you
Nothing else matters anymore

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