I am tired of everything that is happening.
I wonder why it all happens to me.
I hear what people are saying.
I see what people are doing.
I want it all to stop.
I am tired of everything that is happening.
I pretend that no one will notice.
I fell like no one will care.
I touch the knife to my wrist as,
I worry about the pain.
I cry because the slicing hurts so bad.
I am tired of everything that is happening.
I understand that I am in trouble.
I say that I don't really care, that I must go away.
I dream of being dead and,
I try not to let it hurt me.
I hope that one day soon I will be gone.
I am tired of everything that is happening.
I know my pain should be ending soon.
I tell myself, again and again, that my life will be better.
I can finally say that my life is beginning, even though I am dying.
I pray that God will end this pain.
I fall asleep and know that it is finished.
I am tired of everything that has happened.
