When I Love

My dreams are of you my dear
But none of them are good
None of them have a happy ending
They never end the way they should

My thoughts cannot control them
They can foretell my demise
And I see you living happily
When I’m still lost in my lies

When will you fall head over heels
All the way in love with me?
What more do I have to say
How much more pain do I have to see?

When will I be good enough
For someone to fall for me
Because I try too hard to feel
Its then you start to flee

I don’t want to be alone
I guess that’s what I’m trying to say
But every time I try to find that one
They always run away

I’m left wondering
That if this is all my fault
Because after I rebuild myself again
Love brings it to a halt.

-Sorry if this sucks, I wrote this at 3:00 A.M. this morning so...-