Longing

You are there in my mind everyday
I see you all the in my head
All the time when I am awake
And when I dream asleep in bed

You are there and I am filled with longing
To be there with you every day
No matter how hard I try
I cannot make these feelings go away

I love you, Oh god I love to say it
I can admit in this poem my true feelings
Because I know you will never read
My love is a constant pain, unhealing