The Last Words; My Suicide Note

Life's a beotch, then you die,
At my funeral; please don’t cry.

Know that I didn’t belong in this cruel, cruel world,
All the pressure was too much for this girl.

Sorry to disappoint everyone once again,
But now I'm in a better place where I don't have to pretend.

No more empty promises or fake smiles for me,
Now I can be happy. in heaven; my life will be so care-free

Goodbye razor; thanks for taking away my pain,
Goodbye my dear friends; the truth you will now obtain.

I tried oh so hard just to fit in,
And in the end; it ended up in sins.

All those cheap smiles and undeniable ‘I’m okay’s’
I can't believe you bought them each and everyday.

But I don't blame you; my lies were pretty good,
I even fooled myself; who knew I could?

My hopes and dreams never existed,
So when death came calling, I never resisted.

Just know that I always put your problems first,
Even though I knew mine were rather worse.

I was so scared that you'd see past my shield,
Terrified that you'd see my many wounds--unhealed.

My time here was short; most definitely, it was,
But I’d rather be in endless sleep; just because.

So now you know that my entire existence was hell,
Death was my only option; and I knew that quite well.

The angels are coming; the light is so bright,
I'm leaving you forever; everything’s fading out of sight.

And now I'm in heaven; happy I dare say,
Because the angels came, and took all my worries away.