Burnt

Why when I finally decide maybe love is okay you break my heart?
Telling me it’ll be okay but its not
I’m burnt my heart will not heal and everything seems so unreal
I lost you like you lose a phone number; I lost you like a star in the sky
I lost from not knowing all those girls passing by were not just friends
They were your lovers burnt from you and your screams at each other
Soon enough I became that girl deep in my heart hurt and unhealing falling apart
It’s so unappealing
A girl who cries at night, not because of you but because of her fright.
Do you think I’m not worth it?
Well you’re wrong YOUR not
How could you do this and get away with it
How could all those people not see it... Then again I neither did I
I thought you were perfect until that night I had such a fright
Thought I was dieing, thought I’d rather die
I was ruined and hurt inside and out
My physical appearance was not half as bad as my mind and soul
All that pain, all those tears, I could not control
I writing this for me and them, NOT you
My anger inside finally is out
How could you let your friends do that to me?
How could you let them hurt me as though you had not already enough?
I hate you for hurting me I’m forever burned
But I know it’s time to let it go.

(to all the girls that have or have had a boyfriend like this, you CAN get through it)