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by Mia Mar 21, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / about death
I'm sitting here alone i feel really weak i can barley move i can barley speak I keep thinking to myself theres no point to life maybe i should end it now maybe with a knife no one cares about me they don't care if I'm here they don't care if I'm hurting or if i shed a tear i just close my eyes and pray as doors slam all around i try to block out all my thoughts i try to block out sound voices around me scream and yell things they will later regret everyone else moves on in the end but i will never forget I'm sick of everyone lying to me and promises being broken i wish they never said those things i wish they were never spoken my life to me is nothing more than memories gone by the pain is so hard core right now i cannot even cry my eyes they burn with loneliness but they will not shed a tear my heart is being torn apart by all the hurt and fear i thought i could hold this all inside but i cant this is too much i never thought it would end this way but i cant escape my clutch the pain i have hurts me so much it cannot stay inside Ive been running from the truth but no longer can i hide i thought i could handle this i thought i was strong i thought i could hide from the world but i cant i was wrong i will no longer hurt and i will never again cry because finally i get to find out what its like to die
