Suicidal Girl

She opens the window
and looks to the sky.
She has consumed so much pain
she has to close her eyes.

She starts to think
maybe it isn't all that bad.
But she couldn't pinpoint
why she was so sad.

She's an angel we despise
who loves the thought of death.
We have to be there for her,
she has no one left.

Are they with her or against her?
She never really knew.
The always leave and come back,
are they really true?

She treated everyone like dirt,
even her own mother.
But she was always smiling
when they never got along with each other.

Nobody knew she cried.
Not even a soul.
She knew she was happy,
but the suicidal thoughts were never controlled.

Patiently she'll wait
for the pain to go away.
Hopefully she'll be alive
a year from today.

People never really knew her,
they never recognize.
But the ones that are sad
might be the next ones to die.

Copyright 2005