I love you still

This isn't the first
and its damn sure not the last
I seen you with girls before
But this time hurt the worst

Sometimes I feel like i cant take it anymore
But i still find myself walking through that door
Believe it or not I love you still
The more you hurt me the stronger I feel

I miss you more than ever
And the day I tell you "no" will come never
I enjoy it every time
Even with the pain I know is to come

You hurt me over and over again
But my heart always seems to mend
Still when I see you I get weak
and I can hardly speak

You may not feel the same
And i think i like this pain
I love you still
I wish you meant the way you tell me you feel!