It Aint That Easy

You act like this is easy
Me leaving you
Like it don't matter
All I had to go through

As you close the door
You expect me to just disappear
Sorry it ain't that easy
After all these years

As much as you want me gone
You wont forget my face
And you know somewhere in your heart
I'll always have a place

It ain't that easy
Saying good-bye
But its about time my heart realizes
I'm just living a lie

I cant love you
While your confused about loving me
I cant believe in something
I cant see

I'm trying to erase you from my memory
Pretend you never hurt me like this
I don't know why I'm so sad
None of this I'm going to miss

But still, its not that easy
To walk away from what you thought was real
And even though you hurt me over and over
Love for you, I still feel