Most of the Time

Sometimes I feel like you've stabbed a knife thru my heart
The pain can be unbearable
And most of the time I feel anxious
Me and you, together, have much to look forward to
Even when I can't quite get it together
Whether I'm struck by silence or collecting my thoughts
My heart is beating your name
Sometimes you leave me to cry and take care of myself
When really, you're the reason why I become upset
It's not the same when I talk to myself
Am I suppose to apologize for you?
Most of the time my smile could light up hell
Though my heart has no more room
For you I'll make room
And light up any place you want me to