I want to die and leave this place
My life is going nowhere leaving no trace
I cannot move on i cannot go
I want to leave but i'm being held back and thrown
I don't want to stay here i cannot breathe
All day is the same i just want to leave
Your probably saying to yourself this must be a lie
Why must he always feel like wanting to die
I cannot take this f u c k ing pain my life right now is terribly plain
The people who cuss and yell and fight
Everyday i cry myself to sleep from fear of my own sight
I hate them but they don't understand i want to turn off my own life light
I love my friends but they do not realize
what an important part of them they are to me
They wont notice what were to happen if i died, and ended my life
But ill give them some time... don't worry, i dropped the knife
This poem is a long one with a very big meaning
Everyday i grab my razor, but before i do it i get into thinking
They say that they care but i always turn them away
The day that i realize they do care... is today
I'm only staying alive to prove you guys a fact
That without me in your life, i would be the one that you lack
If you don't kill yourselves ill stay here with you
But once one of you go, i go too
