You know what....i don't care

Is there a god
why should there be?
it's not as if he was generous to me
he gave me fat
that's all i ami get teased every day
and hurt more and more
they don't understand why i feel this way
behind every joke is some truth
if god was real
he would've cut me some slack
I've reduced myself to vomit all night
now i wonder what I've started

(C) Lucy Green

*sorry if i offended anyone who believes in god*