You say you want the best for me,
but you always put me down,
your there for everyone else,
except me,
when i need you,
you say one minute,
i never get the chance to talk to you,
you either ignore me,
or shout at me,
you see the marks on my wrist,
but you don't ask me about them,
you don't ask why,
you never ask me how i'm feeling,
you never do,
your never there for me,
you never was,
you'd do anything for them,
but i guess you think im different,
you say you don't understand me,
but you never try to,
you never listen to me,
you never spend time with me,
it feels as if your gone,
like your not there anymore,
because when i try to talk to you,
its like im talking to myself,
because i never get an answer,
its as if you look straight through me,
telling me to hurry up,
because you have more important things to do,
so if i was to go,
to kill my self,
would you be there,
at my funeral?
or would you be somewhere else?
somewhere more important?
