Tiffy's cries part 2

As the tears form in my eyes
knowing that love never dies
i think to myself
will i ever be loved

before i end here today my life
as deep into my skin the knife
shattering all my hopes & dreams
will i ever be loved

troubles in the past
relationships done last
i throw my body away for what?
a little love and sacrifice

never before even a hint of love
no love at all from heaven above
no guy will ever take the time
to notice the real me

so i take my wrist
and hold out my fist
i give the knife a little twist
and hope that i get kissed

i want my life to end
so i cant stop with pretend
stop wasting my time to blend
and hope to come a friend

i take my words
broken into pieces
and live another day
hoping a real guy to come my way