Why am I

Why am i never happy
like i use to be
now all i want to do
is sit and cry on one knee

why am i so hateful to myself
i just want to die
all the cuts on my arms
i don't want to stop don't want to try

Why am i so confused
about everything in life
my family, friends
It's just all one big strife

why am i so lonely
no one to listen to me
not even to talk to
nobody even cares you see.

~This poem is to anyone who is felling the same way i do sometimes!! Please vote/comment b/c those r what keeps me writing is the comments and votes. thank you.~