My sad true story part 4

Wow I'm 5
and this is where it gets bad
where i get the most sad
where i really fell apart
where my heart
was shattered and torn
I'm lying in my bed asleep
alone
dreaming dreamless thoughts
when the next thing i know I'm being shaken awake
being carried away into the darkened night
scared frightened
whats going on
who's taking me
why can't i see
the next thing i know i hear don't scream
I'm 5 what the hell do u expect from me
I'm in a car now
a car driving away from the house i thought was safe
well guess not
i fall asleep from fright
wake up
to find my dad staring at me
my actual dad the one we left
because of his ways
hes up to something hes drunk
i can smell his breath his mouth so close to mine
we are at his house
my old house
with a pool
we are by the pool
what is he doing
hes up to something
the next thing i know is....