To Fall And Not Try To Fly

I'm The Girl Thats Not Quite Pretty
And My Life Doesn't Seem Quite Right
I'm The Empty Pages Of A Meaningless Book
A Cinderella That Ends Each Night

I'm The Words Upon A Blaring Screen
A Person That You Wouldn't Want To Know
I'm The Endless Tears Of A Small Child
Who Hasn't Found The Strength To Grow

For I Walk A Painful Journey
A Road Away From My Past
Trying To Live A Lie Of Life
That I Know Will Never Last

The Blankness That Consumes
These Days When i Try To Write
The Words Are Not Forthcoming
Its Too Painful To Remember That Night

I'm The Smile Thats Not Real
Centered In A Wooden Frame
A Dull Kind Of Face You Forget
A Life That Doesn't Have A Name

Its A Life I Live By Day
Filled With Tears Upon Sunset
Each Day I Tell My Self Once More
Tomorrow I Know I Will Forget

A Tiny Fragile Broken Heart
That Lays Broken Upon The Ground
The Edges Chipped And Charred Of A Mirror
But At Least A Mirror Wont Make A Sound

A Voice That Seems So Lonely
Forgotten In The Fast Pace Of Time
A Girl God Never Saved From Hell
Just Left To Rot Throughout a Rhyme

A Scar Placed Upon An Innocent Skin
That Will Last The Grave And Beyond
A Small Kind Of Dreams Lost Forever
Being Picked Up In A Poem Or Song

And The Emptiness That Consumes Me
Will Soon Replace My Shell And All
But One day Soon Ill Stop Trying To Fly
And Ill Just Let Myself Forever Fall...........

Comment And Vote As Usual..But If I Could Ask A Favor..Anyone Who Has Read My Old Poems And So Forth,,,Could You Leave A Comment and Tell Me Whats Wrong With This One..I Haven't Written In Months Really And When I Do Write They Seem So Empty..Whatever Used To Be IN My Poems Is Gone And I Wanna Know If Anyone Can See That Or If I'm Just Being Paranoid,,Honesty Would Be Very VERY much appreciated...THANK YOU