Fat Girl

Damn, I’m such a fat girl.
One of the biggest.
I know that I have the power
to change this.
But I am so damn lazy.
I will always be the Fat Girl

I am such a fat girl,
No one will ever like me.
I know that I should
get off my fat ass
and attempt to change this.
But I am so damn lazy.
I will always be the Fat Girl

I am such a fat girl.
Wallowing in my unattractive
self pity.
I very rarely get this way…
but for some reason, I did today.
I will always be the fat girl.

People tell me not to change.
They say that I’m perfect.
But they don’t know what it’s like,
to be the fat girl.
To not have the self esteem,
to try and get out there.

I just wish people would see,
that I’m not just that fat chick.
I know that I’m funny,
I know that I’m smart.
I know that I have the power to change
So that I am not always the fat girl.
But I am too damn lazy.

But as of today,
here is my steadfast vow.
I will no longer be the fat girl,
I will simply stop eating.
It’s the only thing I have
control over now.
The food I put into my body.
I can’t control how many times
I can get out and ride.
(since I don’t have a car)
So, I refuse to eat
another sweet…
until I am down two sizes.

I am sick of being this fat girl!