That girl

Look at her now a broken form
Sleepless at night, eyes wide awake and fearful
Slitting her wrists day in day out
So lonely, saddened she is always tearful

Watching her break up connections she had
From the background I stare as she ruins her life
I wonder why, what happened to this girl
What caused her to take up that so often used knife

I watch her forget all the love she once had
All her self respect thrown away
As she pulls at herself in the dark with the mirror
Living a lie every minute of the day

She is so alone when surrounded by people
She feels so alive when she longs to be dead
Feels so little pain when she causes herself harm
Her brain feels so empty yet filled is her head

As I look I wonder so many different things
Why is it that nobody but me can see
Surely this girl must realise I am watching
But then I realize this girl it is me