Life

This is my life,
as sad as it may may seem,
i never want to be someones wife,
most of it is just a dream.

suffered loss,
and pain,
my heart was tossed,
i don't have love to gain.

as i clean up the blood,
and sow up the wounds,
my emotions flood,
i don't want to end in doom.

i stare into this blackness,
alone and cold,
i feel spineless,
my soul was sole.

so as i heal,
and wait for love,
but there is nothing to feel,
i have no love.