Still crying

I don't no why l am crying, but l just can't stop.
there's a million things going through my mind.
and l don't no were to start.
I miss you girl, your like my little sister the one that i never had,
and the one l am always going to need..
I miss telling you my problems,
I miss telling you everything that happens to me.
I miss laughing and fighting with you.
I also, miss you daddy,
I miss your hugs,
I miss your kisses,
I miss having you around,
I need you with me, in times like this.
I am scared of you my brother,
I am scared of anything happening to you.
I am scared to see you hurt,
I am scared to seeing you in pain,
please do it for me and stop being so stupid.
I am still here crying, and i just can't stop.
there's a million things going through my mind.
and I don't no were to end.
I miss you grand mom, I know your up in haven,
I miss your laugh,
I miss your grand mom talk,
I miss when you could have brighten any room of the house.
I just miss having you around.
mom,
I miss seeing you happy,
It hurts to know that you have a million of problems,
and I can't help you in any of them.
It hurts to know that, your not full happy with your life.
It hurts to see you cry,
all of these feeling are running throw my mind,
and I just can't stop crying.