The day I gave up on God

by lOVER   Mar 27, 2005


There was a time
Where I believed in god,
Or some sort of god,
I thought I was lucky,
I thought I was blessed,
It turned out that it was only a test,

The day my aunt died,
Was the first time god had seen me cry,
The year before,
My great grandmother fell downstairs onto the floor,
Just before my birthday,
My mother came to me just to say,
Your Great Grandmother,
Is dead,
She had some damage to her head
You were my everything,
And now your gone,
Where was god then?
Laying on his a.$.$ just to see me cry once again?

Well this time I have given up on you,
You\'ve done nothing for me,
Your too blind just to see,
All the pain you\'ve put me through,
I hope Satan takes over,
And I hope all of gods servants die,
I want to see the flying angles cry,

And those were the events that made me realize god is not on my side,
He\'s left me on the outside,
We say god loves everyone,
But to me he is done
And that was the day,
I had given up on god

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  • 19 years ago

    by lOVER

    kk thnx, but this is a poem, so I wrote, i no everyone has to die eventually, but my aunt was only 36 who died of 4 cancers, and my great grandmother meant the world to me, this is just poem is just partially dedicated to them.
    Let me repeat this is JUST poem,
    I dont believe in god so yeh lol,
    thats the end of that.

  • 19 years ago

    by Heather M Craig

    pod in this case either means, completly wasted or done ? Elaine? lol
    ~~~~N e ways~~~~~
    Great poem, often felt the same....No need to preach to you but I'mma rant a bit, ignore me if you want but I'll feel better if it's all spilled....Ne ways, just want to say that it isn't like God's sitting up on a pedastal laughing at the pain of the world, Ever heard "the struggles make you grow" well sweets they do but you gotta acknowledge em, No offense but death happens to all, why couldn't that be her time to meet in heaven? and everything you've endured to make you cry, to make you hurt, etc. is simply a test in the trials of life, its a force from the heavens that enable growth and maturity of ones heart and mind...ok, so for example, when do you learn to ride a bike, don't you fall off a time or 2 or 3 or 4 before you learn....well in life's difficulties, same point proven, you gotta face these things in eye to eye and beat it, and watch your morality and maturity blossom......may sound corny but its 3:30 am and I'm in a great mood...lol, Ne how, you have the choice to believe in His existance and to believe as you may , as long as you are content with who you are then I am no judge , I'll forever respect but knowledge yourself doll......wishing you the best

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    All The Love In The World,
    ~*Heather M Craig*~

  • 19 years ago

    by lOVER

    whats pod? lol

  • 19 years ago

    by lOVER

    Why is this poem worth 2/5??
    Please comment and vote, thnx!!

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