Fat, Ugly Girl

I hate the mirror,
For when I look at it,
I see a hideous reflection,

I wish I looked different,
I would feel so much better,
And looking in the mirror wouldn't be so hard,

But this is how I look,
It's going to stick,
Because I can't do anything about it,

I was born how I am,
Though I can't understand,
How a thing like me could be beautiful,

So I'll take a razor blade,
Now I remember what the picture said,
"Remember it's down the road not across the street",

The blade came to my wrist,
But I couldn't do it,
I broke down and cried,

The voice in my head started yelling,
"Your a coward,
you don't deserve to live,
your the fattest ugliest thing anyone would ever lay their eyes on!"