But I'm Still Here...

I couldn't go on
Or get much worse
And if I keep trying to hide it
I will burst

Crying every night
In the day, hiding every tear
Wanting so badly to die
But I'm still here

Getting some help
Didn't help me any
Most others felt better
But those that thought I did weren't many

Taking my knife to my wrist
Trying to end the fear
Watching myself bleed
But I'm still here

Can't hide the hurt in your face
When your eyes always show
Hard to keep from others
The pain you don't want them to know

Looking in your eyes
Is like looking in a mirror
Your stronger than me, I can't make it
So why am I still here?

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