Giving up

Wondering to myself
what you have than anyone else
that make me feel this way
with feeling that I just can't say

I think I should stop this obsession
everyone can tell by my expression
that I'm trap in this illusion
and they all know, it'll have no conclusion

I can never meet your expectation
or win this competition
cause I know I am going to lose
and I'll never be the one you'll choose

I think I should stop right now
but somebody please tell me how?
so I can give up without getting hurt
or feeling so low like dirt?

Maybe your not the one for me
or maybe we're never meant to be
but it was silly of me to ever believe
in something that I'll never achieve