I'm tired of you yelling, I'm tried of you hitting me,
You will not hurt me anymore, I'm leaving for good,
None of you took me seriously, none of you just took the time...
To listen to my words, instead of hearing them as an insult,
I can't control your feelings of anger,
But I won't let you control my life,
When my uncle wasn't looking...
I grabbed his gun in his glovebox,
I went to the only place I felt peace,
I sat next to my father's gravestone...
And I cried that one last time, I felt the pain of rejection for that final moment,
The trigger is placed for my destination,
And I pray that my friends & cyber family forgive me,
I feel my angels with me, and I'm lightheaded with my pain,
I'm ready to go, I'm ready for peace,
---BANG---
Wow, I don't feel any pain, I don't feel rejected,
I'm sorry I got blood stains all over daddy's grave,
But I am with him now, and I am with my friends...
Thank you family, for pushing me to the edge.
