Christmas Day

As I sit here tonight,
And look up at the sky,
I think of all the reasons,
Not to live but to die.

Happiness, a lost cause,
To try, wasted emotion,
I cray all the time,
My tears could fill the ocean.

A life so filled with sorrow,
Is not worth living,
God only took from me,
People say he is giving?

But on Christmas ill give to him,
Something to end my strife,
Happy birthday god,
Here is my life...