Existence

As my eyes aren't clear
filled up with to many tears
i sit here...
So as i go ahead of all these years
where you disappeared
i still hear you
but as the years went by
and as the pain is getting severe
I'm afraid i have lost you

I'm having to much pain
i cannot deal with this anymore
i fell like I'm going insane
as days past and as i strain staying alive
here i am stuck in the wrong lane
here again...
But as i try to escape
i keep on falling down
and as i try to sustain
my thoughts,
and as i try to maintain
myself before i go insane
here i am and here where i remain.

but as i try finding you in the distance
i ask to myself where are you existing..