Waiting

As i go and wait for you
you have to understand we are not through
you knew i always have loved you
and as we grew
we all knew
we would be with each-other..
but because we turned into
different people we got screwed
now look at us were now through
how can this..be..after all we went through

I still remember how we used to smile
and how we used to be worthwhile
now our friendship is now breaking
and its taking
all of the years of us in the making
so now were here not with each-other
sitting here shaking.

i remember how we used to look at me
like we were truly in love with each-other

but something got in our way
which cause grief and we tend to disagree
and thats when our love with each-other
started to decrease

how can we ever live with each-other
if you are my key
for me to actually be happy and free

You have to understand
that we have planned
to expand
our relationship to the fullest extent.

but now here we are
commanding each-other
and fighting till we cannot stand

and as I'm wondering why
why this may have happened
and as my love replies
my love had not wanted me
and most likely
rather me to die
so as i look into the eyes
of the betrayal, the apply
i soon realize
that my love wasn't right
that we had nothing
no friendship just a waist of time
so here i am about to cry
and die
and as i try
to realize
what i can do without
my love of my life
i rather have died
i rather go into the sky
and forget..

but the pain is to harsh i cannot explain
I'm here going insane
straining myself to stay awake
but as i cannot maintain
and as i cant remain
i try to sustain myself
but i just only want to kill myself
so as i cry
i look at the knife, and soon discovered
that my life is gone

so as i look down to the knife
i look how my life is a lie
so i take the knife
i put it up so i can see it from my eyes
i take it and with one burst of cries
I'm here
I'm here
.. dead
underneath which used to be
my friendship, my love, my desire,
my death...