Lies

As I'm lying here in pain
and as I try deep down in me to strain
to work hard to succeed to.. obtain
all of my dreams
i fall down where i remain
all alone in this domain

so i just try to be
the honest me
and as i plead
to stay alive
and i look and see
i see the devil have rose into me
and i think to myself and i agree
to be what I'm supposed to be
but when you look at me
there is no guarantee
that they'll be a smile...

so as i take the glance
of my life and how it stands
it seems like my pain have enhance
and also did my cries.

so as my eyes
are filled with so many lies
and so many cries
I'm here trying
to stay alive
and as i demise
the people who you think i apprise
i act it out so you can actually believe..
that I'm happy, but you don't know the surprise
which lies
so as i sit here disguising my eyes
I'm not real and nor alive
i am dead underneath my lies