Mommy

I'm your youngest daughter
i love you
i am here
do you see me
or who u want to see
i know I'm not perfect
but I'm still here
Mommy
don't leave me
don't see right through me
do u see through my fake smile
my pretending I'm OK
u thought i stopped cutting
u thought i was alright
well ur wrong mommy
i still do it
i still hurt me
instead of hurting u
i take it out on me
do u see
ur always gone
while I'm here
locked in my room
alone waiting for u to come home
so u can be with him
he doesn't know who i am
or what Ive done
but what if he did
Mommy do u understand
i know u can
will u still love me Mommy
Mommy I'm not fully healed