Sometimes

I just wish there was something i could hit, a place for me to fit, somewhere to sit, a candle in a church for me that is lit

i just want to feel so free, for some one to hear my plea, for some one to help me see, to let myself be me

i want to heal peoples pain, to erase the scars on my friends veins, to help people stay sane, and to show my friends the write lane

i will show that I'm weak, that i don't like to speak, that i may act like a freak, but its a friend that i just seek

my friends help me through these hard times, to help me stop my hideous crimes

this is how i feel sometimes