I Hate...I love

I hate everything about you
But inside I still love you
I try to forget you
However, you return with a smile
You hurt me when I am with you
However, I am so cold without you
I try to turn and go, but something always brings me back
I hate everything about you
You smile and laugh
However, I love you and I do not know why
I want to turn and cry
You hold me in your arms,
Then you beat me down with your words
I am afraid of you, but I love you
Everything I hate about you I love